33 BUSTED

Gábor saw them leaving and his thoughts turned back to Vai. Somehow, he was sure, Vai had deliberately delayed her shower to have time with him alone, and he trembled at the thought. His love for Helena was almost an obsession in a sense that under no circumstance did he wanted to lose her love. Helena had captured his heart the moment he laid eyes on her, but based on past experiences he had a hard time trusting.

For three years he didn't date and was still hurting from a previous relationship and when Helena came into his life he didn't believe she could love him. He was wrong. And now Vai had managed the same feat. He understood what Vai had talked about during breakfast and it was almost as if she was talking to him to break down his resistance and regain his trust in love. That was his challenge. For that, he needed Vai as much as he needed Helena. The telepathic message kept coming up like a bad meal. What could she have meant with "She looks like someone I could easily be friends with. I would not mind learning a move or two from her" and  "If you can't be with the one you love, love the one you're with."

Was Helena encouraging him to be with Vai? Could she possibly have an interest in a female? Was she bisexual? She was very enthusiastic with him and somehow he had a hard time picturing her with a woman. How well did he know Helena, really? Did she have secret desires? Or was she setting him up with a lover so she could justify a lover for herself?

He realized his mind reeled and went around in circles. Self-criticism and self-accusations tortured him. If he just could talk with her and clear up this mess. The more he was around Vai the more he slipped into the same emotions he had for Helena. Not even in the dark times had he doubted his love for her and that made the misery all the worse. The further he drifted away from her the more he missed her and was horrified to think he would lose her. Now Vai entered the scene and the same fear rose in him. She could be the death of his relationship with his wife and family.

He missed Helena like an amputee his legs and was afraid of being alone with Vai this close by. He wanted to make love to Vai again and hated himself for it. He could restrain himself almost like no other man except with Helena. Before the dark times, they made love almost every day twice, even when she had her period and now Vai had the same effect on him.

He sat on his bed and Vai's garment was on the chair. Getting up from the bed, he picked up the package and made his way to Vai's cabin. He was sure he just wanted to take the package to her so she could get dressed and they would talk. Hinanu entered his mind. Both girls talked about joining the club. The Polyamory club, or whatever that was? Was this a common thing in Polynesia or only in this household, or perhaps just bantering? Having no intention to join any club, especially one that promoted promiscuity he intended to talk to her about that. He knocked on her door with his heart racing. There was no answer and he thought of walking away, but then he opened the door and stepped inside. Vai stood in the door to the bedroom, naked, the light behind her outlining her feminine curves. Her body sculptured by the soft light inside shaded the valleys, highlighted her mounds, and emphasized her femininity. Mesmerized and drinking her sight in like a thirsty man, Gábor's planned talk evaporated like fog at sunrise.

"I was waiting for you and was afraid you wouldn't come." She moved towards him languidly like a large cat, reminding him of a tiger just about to pounce him. Without taking his eyes off her, he closed the door and stepped toward her like hypnotized, Vai's musical voice was sweet to his ears, and her open lips and eyes darkened by desire, captivated him.

"We have at least two hours to ourselves. Let's make the best of it."

Before he could say anything, Vai's hands reached for him, her soft mouth pressed against his and her tongue invaded his mouth. She tasted of toothpaste, fresh and clean. He reciprocated her kiss as eager as she was.

"I must have you or I'll go crazy," she murmured between kisses. He felt they passed that stage long ago; at least he was there already.

Her hands, busy unbuckling his belt, left no doubt of her idea what these two hours would be like. His slacks pooling around his ankles, his erect penis pointing straight up from the tangle of his pubic hair took her breath away. Pressing her scented, naked body against him, she felt the rigid male organ aligning with her vulva, she opened her thighs, and his penis found its target and slipped into her without any guidance, burrowing into her vagina.

“I need you,” he mumbled, grabbing and tightening his grip on her rear.

Gasping at the sudden pleasure of his ingression, her mouth formed an "O", she fiercely clawed his buttocks, urging him to go as deep as possible, her facial expression that of extreme pleasure. Picking her up, her legs wrapped around his torso, his penis penetrated deeper, and hot sensations in her vagina made her gasp again, as he touched her G-spot. His penis entering so swiftly and deep felt extremely good, even without the preliminary foreplay, but she had prepared to have him before he showed up.

Stumbling toward the bed, severely restricted in his mobility with his pants around his ankles and his penis in Vai, Gábor waddled like a penguin. Aware that this could be the last opportunity that he could be with her if Helena objected to Vai's idea, his fervour peaked, and being in Vai felt like his first time when he was with a woman, hot and urgent.

"Ah, yes. I wanted this since we stopped last night," he admitted.

Lowering her onto the bed caused him to slip out of her. With her assistance, he inserted his shaft and penetrated her again.

"Oh god, Vai, I must be out of my mind or I'm going crazy," Gábor squeezed the words out from between clenched teeth. Vai was as incredibly intoxicating, as much as Helena. If someone would have posted a question to him about whom he'd rather be with, he couldn't have answered it.

"No. You're not. You're coming to your senses. Let's enjoy it together," she replied, her hot breath wheezed near his ear. He kissed her and then breathlessly she pulled his shirt up and his penis slipped out of her.

Vai slithered off the bed and sank to her knees as he stepped away from his slacks. With his erect penis in front of her, she took him in her mouth without any hesitation. One hand on his butt, the other holding his shaft, she tasted herself on him, ran her tongue around and around the glands; licking and sucking it like a lollipop. Her muffled moans and murmurs created a vibration that stimulated him even more.

With her hair in his hands, he closed his eyes in ecstasy, his breath accelerated. Her hands on his butt, her lips closed tightly around his shaft, he remembered the first time with Helena and how it was; the same urge drove him now, he wanted to come but first he wanted to eat her pussy. He just had to have a taste of her.

"Your mouth is driving me crazy, Vai," and reluctantly he pulled his penis out of her mouth while she tried to suck harder. With a pop, his penis came out of her mouth and she looked questioningly up into his eyes. He picked her up from her knees and sat her on the bed.

"I want to taste you. Let me eat you."

Vai, with a deep sigh and anticipation, laid back on the bed, wanting to feel his mouth and tongue on her and the idea alone made her tremble. She had thought about oral sex sometimes and last night doing it with Gábor woke her appetite and desire for it.

Once she had experienced Enoki's mouth on her and it was more like a kiss, too short. She had no experience in that and wanted to know what that was like and shook with anticipation. Her legs on the edge, he spread and lifted them onto his shoulder, her labia open and inviting, he wanted to taste her nectar. With his head between her legs, looking at her purple pussy, the pubic hair just above her swollen sex, still wet from the shower and the short penetration, her feminine odour strong in his nostrils, all restraint vanished and he dove in. Vai jumped when she felt his lips and tongue on her. The sensation was entirely different from her fingers she used when she masturbated. First of all, it was Gábor, and then the moisture of his lips and tongue, licking her sensitive petals, penetrating, sucking, and titillating her clitoris was sensational. Above all, seeing his head between her legs eating her pussy was more than she dared to dream. "Ah, yes. That feels good. I love it."

Moaning with delight and rolling her pelvis against his strong lips, feeling the heat rising in her body, her hands rose to her breasts, massaged, and squeezed them. Between the sensation of playing with her breast and his mouth on her core, her arousal escalated rapidly. Alternately he flicked and then swiped with the tip of his tongue over her soft inner lips and her clitoris. Her breath came harder and louder, sounds of pleasure filled the room. His hands slid over her thighs and hips, her flat belly caressing her, felt her hip bones and moved inward. Spreading her wet lips upward, exposing her clitoris and licking her gently, drove her insane. When he started sucking on the hard knob while his tongue titillated her, he elicited a cry from her lips.

"Mon dieu. This is it. Don't stop." Time had lost its meaning and Vai had no idea how long he pleasured her this way, but she felt a heat in her abdomen and her sex as if the sun had been planted in her. His tongue teased her, laved, then used his lips, he created a seal and sucked on her pussy lips and probed with his tongue into her soft folds, licked her inner labia. Vai's bottom gyrated and heaved upward toward his mouth in a frantic effort to achieve her climax. Her moans of pleasure accompanied his ministrations. His head between her legs, his soft lips, and strong tongue exploring her pussy drove her buttocks off the bed and into his face. She cried out his name, panted, giddy with pleasure and felt her body turning hot and shaking uncontrollably.

"Oh oui, oui, yes, Gábor, god, Gábor, Je viens, I'm coming."

Suddenly she arched her back, pressed his face to her sex, and held him there as her spasms ripped through her. Vai convulsed, laughed, and cried with pleasure for what seemed an eternity and only slowly, she came off her high plateau, but far from having had enough. Happy that she had come to his oral stimulation Gábor continued licking her vulva, savouring her taste. It was different from that of Helena. Where Helena tasted fruity, Vai had a vanilla flavour, both very appealing to him. But still, Vai wanted more and wondered if she could ask him to do something she had read about but never did. Now the time seemed right to ask. And then Vai surprised him with a request.

"I want more. I want you to fill me. Would mind using your finger in my rear while you eat me? I've never had that and I want to know how that feels," she moaned. "Please."

That was coming as a surprise given her lack of sexual experience with men, but she could have heard about it and was curious. Helena liked it on occasions too. It was not something he did often, but he seldom turned down a woman's request. If she wanted it and was clean, he’d do it unless it would cause pain or discomfort in either.

This was within his comfort zone and he complied. Her legs were spread wide and open during his oral stimulation, and now he continued gently kissing her inner thighs, making feathery strokes across her belly, breasts and ribs, fanning her fire, moving towards her sex again. Vai's breath, ragged and heavy, sometimes gasping, then withheld came in spurts and her writhing body yearned for his tongue, lips, and fingers. Zeroing in on her core again and gently licking her lips, Gábor slid his fingers between her slippery cheeks and into her crevice, teasing her perineum and occasionally probing her rectum. His tongue licked her clitoris and the entire area. Vai tossed her head from side to side ecstatically; her hands bunched the bedspread in her fists as he sucked on her clitoris, the newness of this activity overwhelming. Her entire body was covered crimson red blotches, her breath came in laboured moans, panting hard and rapid she strained up to meet his tongue.

"Gábor, my god, this is driving me crazy. Eat my pussy, it feels so good," she squeezed her breasts and nipples, raised her legs up on the bed and opened her legs as wide as she could. And just like with Helena, he could not have enough of her. Pleasuring and seeing her ecstatic turned him on too.

"Fill me Gábor. I want to feel your finger in my rear while you're eating me."

Moving his hand under her buttocks and between her legs, he lifted his mouth a little and inserted his index finger into her vagina and his middle finger to the tight cringle of her anus, slowly penetrating her while his tongue lapped her juices and flicked at her clitoris.

"Ah yes, more, go deeper, faster" she implored, and he responded by pushing deeper and moved his fingers faster in and out of her wet pussy and rectum. Panting harder Vai's thrusts became more urgent, she cried his name again and again as her urge to release her tension intensified. Gábor searched for her G-spot, found the magic button and stroking it to her delight.

Vai was very wet and hot and her hands were roaming over her breasts, belly, and his head. She pressed his head harder to her sex. Restlessly her legs opened, closed and opened wide, lifted and rolled her bottom while Gábor's index finger played her G-spot while his middle finger, wet with her juices, probed her extremely tight rear. She groaned with pleasure. This she never had experienced before. All of her lower section of her body turned into a cauldron of intense and chaotic energy seeking release.

"Oh, oh please, oya, oya, oya, that feels so good. Go deeper, harder. Make me come," she urged him as his finger wiggled and slipped deeper, moving in and out of her orifices rapidly. Pressing through her perineum wall towards her vagina Vai thrashed, squealed, and tossed her head from side to side, a thought about his first-time anal experience with a girl flashed in his mind. She had insisted and he gave in because she claimed she enjoyed it more than vaginal penetration. He had felt wickedly dirty until he met with Helena. With her, it seemed clean and natural, just another way to raise her pleasure. They did it with plenty of lubrication occasionally and it seemed she reached higher levels of arousal when he stimulated her anus during intercourse.

Now with Vai, it seemed to be the same thing and because of her uninhibited and natural enjoyment, he was happy pleasing her this way. Her body arched and began to convulse rhythmically, and a wailing escaped her. Suddenly she stopped, tensed for a few seconds as he had observed before, held her breath, and then she shrieked, "OH, YES, YES, oh my god, I'm coming," and climaxed violently. His finger in her anus and pussy felt as if in a vice. Her skin turned a darker color as the blood under it flushed her. Her belly undulated rapidly and she pushed her pelvis hard against his mouth, assisted by her hands pressing his head onto her as if she wanted to have it inside her vagina. Gábor could barely stay with her. Her body rolled, lifted, and gyrated like a spinning top in its final stages for what seemed to last minutes before it collapsed. Gábor lifted his head, removed his hands, and placed them on her thighs. Vai had released a large amount of bodily fluids and the rumpled bed sheets were soaked with it. She lay almost motionless except for a gentle undulation of hips and bottom as she made love to some unseen presence still. Her breath was a hoarse rasping and then she opened her eyes. Irises, dark and dilated looked at him. Her heart pounded in her chest like galloping horse hooves and slowly her focus returned. Smiling dreamily up at him she reached for his hands, pulling him up beside her. He put his arm under her head.

"I want you in my life forever and hope Helena will agree. I feel like I could fly. I never thought sex could be like this. This was the first time I ever came through oral stimulation and having your fingers in my butt and pussy felt hot, -no-, fantastic. You are a magician. I love you."

"I love you too Vai. I love going down on you, making love to you, and I loved it, but I just don't know how Helena will take this and I don't want to lose her or you, I told you that. I really love you both. I don't know what to do if she says ‘no'," he reiterated his fears.

"I'm certain she really loves you too, I'm absolutely sure of that; I feel it in my heart, Gábor. You are a person who will attract only open-minded people. Helena must be open-minded or she would not stay behind while you go out in a boat to do whatever you need to do. She would not give you the freedom to be you. She must be someone who believes that a person is with you and not for you. Any person, who wants to own another, will hold on tight. I haven't met her yet, but deep inside I feel I know her, she feels like part of me when I think about her; she is more like a sister. I can't even imagine you without her. Does that not make sense to you? I feel that she wants me to be with you and her. Can't you feel it?"

“Are you into woman, bisexual?” he asked.

“Gábor, I have never been with a woman before and don’t know whether I am or not. I enjoy sex and especially since I’m with you, but at the same time I see nothing wrong with sexual interaction between consenting adults whatever gender they are. Would you have a problem with that?”

“I don’t, but Helena might.”

“I think most women would accept sexual interaction between them. It’s not really fucking, but sensuality. Men and women masturbate because they enjoy the results and don’t care much about whether it’s with a man or a woman. Here we say; “in the dark all cats are black and cuddly.”

He had to laugh at that. Did Vai mean she liked Helena and desired her intimately, as a lover perhaps?

Helena's words echoed in his mind and he wondered what she really meant. They haven't met and Helena had only sensed Vai through the link and said: "I like her too. She is sexy. I can see us being close friends."

He took Vai's hands and felt the same electricity he felt with Helena. Her words sounded true and she summed up Helena better than anyone else he knew and that without even meeting her. Was it intuition, instinct? Where did she get her knowledge? She's too young to be this knowledgeable. But it was true; Helena was very open-minded and had never limited him in any way. She had always encouraged him to be free.

Once there was a client he felt attracted to and mentioned it to Helena. She laughed and had asked why he didn't invite her for supper, meaning his cooking would make her stay for the night. He had laughed because he thought it was a joke. Was she serious then? He did like that woman. Blond, funny, she had a great figure and her response to his massage was lively and erotic. Her moans had turned him on and he was sure she wanted more than just a massage. But in spite of all that he had enough self-discipline not to act on it and referred her to a colleague after that. That was the end of it. In addition to that, he was in love with Helena and she with him. He didn’t think she would want a woman.

Vai was different and not only in looks. Her beautiful face, eyes, and lips were not like Helena's. Vai had exotic features where Helena's were Slavic and he loved both types. Their character was different in some ways too. Where Helena was a seeker, Vai seemed a mystic. He wished to have both these women as his life companions. They both suited his needs. It was not only about sex for him; it was the contrast in their character, yet so much the same as to how they affected him. He could feel both women's love as much emotionally and spiritually as well as physically and he wanted them both in his life forever as companions. Could it work?

"I would love to have you in my life and not just for sex. I love you as you are, your spirit, your mind, your entire being, but it is not my decision alone, Vai. What if Helena doesn’t like us to be together?"

"Let’s find out. If she doesn’t, I’ll step back. I love you with all my heart Gábor. I want you to know that. There is something I must tell you, but it is not the right time …later when things have settled. And talking about sex, we're not finished yet. I want you in me now. You've got me hot and I'm not letting you go until I feel you coming in me, inside my pussy. I'm safe for a few more days and I want to have this opportunity with you. I know I will not be pregnant."

"I don't know Vai. I'm an old man, you know?"

"You can protest all you want, I don't believe you. Let's see."

Disengaging she sat up on his lap, facing him, she inserted his semi-rigid penis without any play into her pussy and to her delight it came back to life in an instant. The expansion of his shaft in her vagina created a very pleasant feeling of life growing in her.

"As I see it there is still a lot of life in this and not like any old man I know," she jested and lowered herself on him. Like last night, it was a tight fit and the friction she felt was exquisite and sent shivers through her as she slowly pumped up and down on him, then up again until his head slipped out and then entered her again. She enjoyed how the head spread her vagina repeatedly, and went deeper with each thrust. Kissing him and sucking on his tongue at the same time produced a sensation of having his cock in her mouth as well.

Remembering his first time with Helena when they made love for two days every way they knew and he had ejaculated fifteen times in those two days, he now felt the same vigor with Vai. Feeling her hot, tight wetness sheathing his shaft like a silk glove he glided up and down inside her. Wanting to thrust into Vai as deep as he could, he strained up, looking into her eyes as she moved for and back, taking his penis deep with each move. Her sex descended on him and she murmured with each downward move.

"I want you deeper, ah, deeper, yes, like that." She reclined a little and felt more pressure toward her front, the glans of his penis stimulated her G-spot more intensely, and she felt each centimeter.

"Oh yes. That's it," groaning, she released a rugged breath, sweat covered her body. Vai was young and did not have regular sex, he presumed, she was tight but used her PC muscles well and it benefited him.

She was a natural. Moreover, She loved experimentations, was open to sex, and had no hang-ups and that made up for in experience. Looking at her now was turning him on as she put a finger on her pussy lips and stimulated her clitoris. Her head thrown back sounds of pleasure came from her in an unrestricted way as she impaled herself on his rigid shaft. Gábor's hands on her hips assisted her with her movements and then he was inside her all the way. Vai rose until his penis head was just a fraction inside her and then she pressed down with a big sigh. She did this a few times and her breath became heavy and her moans more articulate.

"Gábor, harder, ah, more, yes, yes. God, your cock feels so good in me." Her body gyrated, rolled, and plunged down hard on him all the way. His penis disappeared in her sex completely to the root.

"Are you ready? I'm just about coming again. I want you to come," she wheezed, yearning to feel him ejaculating into her.

He planned to pull out of her when he came, knowing that it wouldn't do any good anyway. If she ovulated, it would take only a few drops and she would become pregnant, but if she just had her menstruation and was safe, he would love to pump his sperm into her. If things were different, maybe even settled, he would love to have a baby with her. Still, better be safe. He felt the familiar signs of his ejaculation, spasms at the base of his spine intensified and then there was the point of no return. His ejaculation unstoppable now he intended to pull out, better safe than sorry, he thought.

"O no. Don't pull out. I want you to come in me. Together," she urged and pressed down onto him. Her own climax had started as well.

He surrendered to her wish and pushed deeper, feeling the surge as his semen rushed towards his glands then he exploded. With a shout, he ejaculated into her. He came hard and it felt extremely good to come in her. Union. Hot semen jetted into Vai like a fountain.

Vai's own climax was just as intense. Feeling his spasmodic pulsing inside her as he came, she held her breath for a moment, focusing on the feeling of him coming in her. It seemed as if his penis got bigger and had a life of its own, touching her in her core. Twitching and jerking, she felt him shudder. Jet after jet, squirt after squirt of sperm seemed to flood her, filling her, She treasured that sensation. It gave her the sense of what it was to be a woman and she had thoughts of many children with him and then she felt something else.

Something was happening in her pelvis, a feeling as if she had to pee. "God, I think I'm coming again."

Unexpectedly she felt contractions again, another climax hit her again, and she cried out.

"Oh yes, oh god, I love fucking with you."

Vai had never experienced multiple orgasms with another man and had only read about it on the Internet and now she had it with Gábor. She stiffened for a few seconds before she climaxed and then turned wild. She cried, laughed and babbled in French, Maori, and English and fucked his shaft like she was possessed. Vai's ecstatic cries of pleasure seemed to invigorate him too. Her vagina rippled deep inside her as wave after wave washed hot through her, her movements turned spasmodic and her shrieks must have been audible in the other bungalows, but she was beyond care. Gábor came again too, jetting his seed into her as she slammed down onto him. Their passionate shouts of pleasure mingled. Her hips were moving in circular motion, milking him for all the sperm he had and then it was over for him.

Slowly they calmed down and Gábor expelled his breath through pursed lips. Both trembled and felt the deep glow of sexual bliss and gratification. She felt deeply united with him, a union she dreamed about, desired, and felt something beyond happiness or sexual satisfaction. It was a feeling of being home, a belonging and wholeness, a desire to be in his life forever. She had to meet Helena and become an integral part of his family. She was certain of her approval and smiled at the thought. She looked forward to seeing Gábor pleasing Helena as he had pleased her. It would make her happy to see them together.

Vai's hair covered half her face made her look like a goddess, her eyes were bright and shone like diamonds, and her perspiration covered her entire body. She bent down to Gábor and kissed him playfully. He kissed her back with a smile on his face. At this moment he felt happy to see her happy.

"This was the best sex I've ever had, old man. I love how it feels when you come in me. I love the way you make me feel like a woman and how you ignite my passion. I love you so much Gábor, I could die or make love to you day and night and never have enough. I have never come more than once before. Never even thought I could. In addition, I know the secret why Helena is with you and I want to congratulate her for having found a man like you. I want to share you with her and we all can be together."

Gábor furrowed his eyebrows. "What do you mean by that; sharing?"

"Let's have a shower before Ma or Ivan get back. They could be back any minute now. I'll tell you later."

Both got up from the bed and pulled off the sheets. A large, wet spot was on the covers and on the mattress and the whole room smelled like sex. Quickly they changed the bed and took a shower, washing each other's body and he got hard again, the same way as it was with Helena. Vai noticed with amusement that he still could be fun.

"Let me repeat; I could make love with you day and night and never get enough of you. We have to find a way. I don't think I could or would want to be with anybody else. I have found what I was looking for all my life. I found you." Gábor said nothing. That is how he felt for Helena and wondered how it was possible to feel that with more than one person. He towelled her off and then himself, and put on his clothes. She walked to the bed to pick up the package with the clothes and smiled. Her whole body vibrated and she felt as if he was still inside of her and wished it were so. A deeply satisfied glow permeated her body and centered in her vagina and she felt a pulsing in her genitals. If this was what it felt like to be a woman, then she could accept any challenges life would present. She felt powerful.

With Gábor at her side, she could face anything. She felt as if her heart had expanded and love like a million suns shone inside her and she almost cried with joy. The panties that she had on before she took the shower were fresh and she put them on, then she opened the package and put on the pants and the blouse Ivan had ordered. The bra she left in the box. It was the perfect fit, but she preferred not to wear one. Vai looked great in her white, wide slacks with a red, low cut blouse. She turned and posed for him playfully, and he laughed. Vai was a young woman full of life and playful, a fresh wind in an old attic. She and Helena were so much alike, that he felt he had double the pleasures of any man in the world.

They opened all the blinds and used the deodorant from the bathroom to cover up the heavy odour of sex, then went to the laundry to deposit the bed sheets in the bin and sat down in the lounge just as Ivan walked in. Vai involuntarily looked quickly down on herself to assure Gábor's semen was not staining her pants because she felt filled with it.

"Sorry I'm late guys, but Downtown Papeete is a zoo. Vai, you look great in that outfit, it looks as if it was made just for you. Did you wash your hair? Ah, never mind. We have to go to the boat and check if all the stuff is still there or not. Your mother heard there is a lot of theft going on and I wanted to take you guys with me so you won't feel so much alone."

"We actually started to have a good time, Ivan. Gábor and I get along pretty well and we wanted to eat something. Do we have time for that?"

"Good idea. I can tell you two got along well. I have to tell you about the crazy Frenchies at the hospital. Your mother is worried about you."

Gábor had a funny feeling about Ivan's long-winded talk and changing topics four times in one breath.

"You sound all wound-up Ivan. Did you run into something?"

"I can't keep a secret for just a couple of hours? Let's eat and then talk. It's easier on a full stomach." There was tension in his voice and he looked almost angry, Gábor thought. They ordered food, ate in silence, paid and walked to the car and got in. Ivan did not start the engine and for a while, there was a heavy silence in the car. Both, Vai and Gábor felt this awkwardness and assumed it had something to do with them. Gábor felt a knot in his stomach and waited for Ivan to open the can of worms if there was one. He didn't have to wait long. Ivan turned and looked at Vai and Gábor almost furiously.

"There is no use keeping secrets, kids and you know what I mean. It is all over you and I wonder what you will do with yourself and your family, Gábor. Helena is a beautiful and good woman and she loves you. You have a child together. What are you two thinking? Are you two out of your minds? Vai, you know he is married. You may think you are in love, I don't disregard it, but you're wrecking a loving relationship.

And you Gábor, I'm deeply disappointed in you. I would never have expected you to act irresponsibly, but you're risking everything for a fling. Helena will find out what you're doing. She's not stupid. She is a very loving woman and more liberal than the Statue of Liberty, but you must give her the option to choose what path to follow if you two keep it going. Make your choice. Which one of these two women will you choose? I want to know…no, I must know; will you leave Helena or Vai?"

Vai looked at Ivan with a serious expression on her face. She caught on very fast and did not need to rehearse what she wanted to reply because it came from her heart and her authentic intention, but Gábor paled. According to his Judeo-Christian mindset, Ivan caught him cheating on his wife. His old conditioning jumped right in his face and he felt guilt like a fist in his solar plexus. Shame washed over him like scalding water. Then Vai spoke to Ivan with a calm, but clear voice.

"Gábor does not need to make a choice, Ivan because I have not given him an ultimatum. I love him but have no intention of taking him away from his wife. I want Helena and Leo to be my family. I want to join his family. I am in fact hoping he will talk to Helena about me and I think she is a bit more open to strange concepts than you men generally are. I want to ask Helena to allow me to marry Gábor too like she did. It is not my intention to steal him from her; as I said, I want to be a part of the family. I'm not asking him to make a choice but to accept me and I hope Helena will too." Vai took a deep breath and continued. "It seems men want to own, win, conquer while women want to enjoy. Men are proud of their toys and think of toys when they are with a woman. They have created a world where they treat everything as merchandise; even women, and worse still; women have adapted to that concept and many are selling themselves. I have nothing to sell. I'm sharing what I have and that is love to this man and his family. For me, it is not this or that, but this and that. I'm willing to bet Helena feels the same way or she would not be with Gábor. He would be a fool to leave Helena for me and I would lose my respect for him if he did, so you may relax. There is no choice to be made between Helena and me, whether she accepts me as consort to Gábor or not. I'll accept her decision whatever it is. It's called integrity."

She moistened her lips with her tongue, holding Ivan with her eyes. "You stood by him when Ma found out your deception and you risked losing Ma. You claimed you had a principle that you followed. But in reality, you followed your love for Gábor and his family. Will you deny Gábor to follow his love?"

"And what love is that, Vai? Follow the Dick?" Ivan flared. His voice held anger, bewilderment, and disappointment, but he still listened.

"Follow your Love would describe it better, Ivan. There is no need to be cynical. Some people have created laws and moral concepts for others to follow, ideas they came up with, disregarding that not all have the same ideas and they overruled minorities who may have had something great to contribute. You, Gábor, and a million others are following their lead without much awareness, accepting their leadership without questioning. But the masses don't think. They follow leaders like sheep. Thinking people are the minority and others ostracize them. I take you to be a thinker and a man of principle borne out of love. Use your talent. Gábor does not love me for my looks but for what he feels; love, and he is waking up to it. He is not following his dick. He follows his heart like I do." Her eyes were gentle, but her voice was clear and her message strong.

"Ma loves you not knowing why. She loves what she feels about you. She would have had to let you go if she would follow her principle because of your lie. I know that absolutely for sure. She doesn't like liars, but she follows love. That's why Helena is with Gábor; not for principle, but love, that is why I will follow Gábor, and I want to be where he, Helena and their son is. Our love will unite us. Ownership divides; mine, yours. I will not take Gábor away from Helena; I want to give myself to them. However, the choice if she wants me is hers and that is why I want Gábor to talk to Helena. There will be no hiding behind a lie. She will know what has happened from us. Whatever their decision will be, I'll accept, but the choice is theirs and mine and no one else's, not even yours or my mother's. I would be very sad if Helena decides against a union and I would miss being a part of what I would like to call a symbiotic relationship. I would accept it and move on with my life, but there is something telling me Helena feels like me, and for that, I'll risk all, my happiness and my love." Ivan had listened and was quiet for a long time while Gábor was in his own world. Vai had defended the love they shared and not herself. She defended her love to him, made no excuses and she was clear what she would like to see happen: him talking with Helena and telling her what happened and allowing her to make a choice. But what did she mean by marrying him too? He was married already and there was no institution that would marry them while he still had a wife and he would never divorce Helena.

He had to talk with her about that. He loved her but had no idea how to consolidate his marriage with what he had with her. That she didn't ask for a divorce sounded fair, but joining his family sounded too wild. How? Gábor was confused like Adam on Mother's Day. With a sudden move, Ivan started the car and pulled out of the parking lot.

"You're very good with words and arguments Vai, I'll give you that. I was very impressed with your way of thinking, but this is a bit too much for me. I will think about what you said and I'm very curious to hear what Helena will say. I will not talk to your Mom about what I saw, but I suggest you two be more careful in the future if there is one for you two, but I want you to know that I will be watching."

"You saw us?" Gábor asked shocked to have been observed.

"Gábor, I have been here over an hour and was looking for you when I heard Mata Hair having the time of her life with you. If you are the same way with Helena, you will have two women on your neck for the rest of your life. You're doomed."

"As well as you after what you did with Ma, you will be her love slave forever, Peeping Tom."

"You're not going to blackmail me, are you?"

"I'll think about it, Rasputin"

"You do that, Mata Hair. It will be like Spies R Us, scary," he made a funny face and they laughed and it broke the tension.

"One can never escape his own shadow, Mr. Miyagi."

Gábor wondered what he possibly could say. His best male friend chastised him for making love with Vai, and rightly so, but curiously, he didn't feel guilty about what Vai and he did after the little speech that Vai made. He only wished to have been able to keep this situation a secret until he'd talked to Helena, and before anybody else discovered them.

What he wanted was to be with Helena and talk with her about what happened and make sure she knew from him what occurred.

After all, he got confused and misunderstood what she meant by "seeing him with Vai", but still, there was no excuse for it. He realized that it was his own promise he broke. He just put her into the frame of mind to trust him. Well, he just proved that he could not be trusted. Gábor felt miserable. He wanted to talk with her and beg her to forgive him. He wanted to explain to her that Vai was not just some sexual fancy.

And come to think of it: why should it not be possible for a person to love two or even many women? If they were in agreement, where would the problem be? He knew from his own praxis that polygamy existed in some parts of Europe and even in Canada, but laws tried to eliminate it.

Then there was the other issue. What if Helena wanted the same rights? What would he feel if she would want to have sex with someone else?

He would grant her the same rights out of his rotten feeling of bad consciousness, but he would not like it. Would it make a difference to him if it were with a friend of his, like Ivan? What if she came up to him and said; I want to sleep with Ivan? He came to the conclusion that he would not want to be there and wouldn't want to know. He was a coward. How could he expect her to tolerate Vai as his lover when he couldn't allow her the same privileges?

Gábor had a big headache and was happy when they arrived in the Marina and got out of the car. Vai seemed to know what was going on in him, regarded him with a compassionate look, gave his hand a quick tender squeeze, and walked toward the dock where they had left the boat. He followed her beside Ivan a few meters.

"I am sorry for you to have had to witness my indiscretion, Ivan. I really care and feel for her the way I thought I could only feel for Helena, you must believe me, but there is something about Vai that I can't resist. Please allow me to handle this with Helena my way. I will talk with her honestly, but let her hear it from me." His friend looked at his face and saw nothing but contrite and a genuine expression of a tormented man.

"I feel sorry for all of you, but you have my word, I'll keep it to myself. Just make sure you handle it like a man."

Silently they caught up with Vai who looked over the tender and seemed content with what she saw.